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My birth name is Brooke Allison Brodack

numbers and supposed time agree with each other that i am currently 22 years of Aged cheese

SIDENOTE ( it took me a month to make this blog because i could not decide on a name.. thats how much of a perfectionist i am..Then today i had a pretty stressful day ( my nana got in a car accident ) and i came home and wanted to write and got mad and just picked the first funny random name that i could think of ! “its just a blog” i thought ” ITS DOES NOT NEED TO BE PERFECT LIKE I TRY TO MAKE EVERY OTHER ARTISTIC EXPRESSION IN MY LIFE AT THE MOMENT !!!!”

SIDENOTE2 ( a sidenote is when i will break right in the middle of a serious topic in my blog and mention something totally random but yet it will still in someway have a connection to what i was talking about. )

SIDENOTE3 ( having a sidenote mentioning what a sidenote is and then having another is a little much is it not ? DERRRRR lameee )

WHAT THE HECKED WAS me TALKED abouting ????!?

oh yes… haaa ha… … …. myself

Brooke Brodack is air

i dont really know what i am and so much of how people describe themselves is in the physical sense..

i am blonde.. i had blue eyes.. i wear clothes i am a doctor and BLAhhhhhhhhhh blah.. blahhhh blah

if i just think of myself as having no physical attributes and just being air

for some reason i don’t get stressed about things.

line of seperation ——————————–

its an ugly line isnt it ? i really dont enjoy the hideous unbalanced imperfect look that it is giving to my blog. but i leave it because it frustrates me and i am a masochist perhapsers ? JOY ! shit heads …. random .. okay…

Want to hear a real funny joke ? okay soo i used to have a pretty strong opinion about my life and who i was until all of a sudden millions of other people did to.

Whats the difference between the first 20 some odd years of my life and this year ?

not giving a lickin dipp about appealing to people anymore.

IM A GREAT actress … my whole life has been a stage… the funny part is that i cant land a damn role in any movie because i don’t have head shots and a reel … fun-knee that is.

I used to care so much about what people thought i studied people with the goal of being able to fit in and i tried so hard always to be the kind of person each one of my friends or other people would want to hang around with. I was always on guard.. on check … acting.. all the time. I PERFECTED THIS … and now i do not care any longer. The fact that all of a sudden more than half of the human population seems to not understand me … or agree with me … is that not a wonderful thing ? no dont answer that because see this is where this contradicts … because you might just agree with me when i state that … being not understood is actually more flattering than beng worshiped and popular because everyone understands you and everyone can relate…

if humans are bacteria …eating and suckling off this dying human that is our planet earth.. i am a rogue bacteria … DUMB analogy …so DUMB and underthoughtout …not a word..

what quite exactly is up with ME ? having this strong desire NOT to fit in … yet ironically enough somehow i know that this strong desire NOT to fit in somehow routes back to WANTING to fit in … but not quite … You see NOT wanting to fit in forces me to search for originality in its truest form.

and now i am bored with this blog post

bored bored bored

you know its funny because like i was mentioning earlier.. i have a GREAT nack for timing comedic timing…and human senses and reactions and psychology but for some reason lately … i want to challenge it … truly it might be pure laziness… who knows… but whenever for example i make a video and i can feel that it just feels WRONG .. or a little to LONG … or just quite perfect.. I FRUCKEENG LOVE THAT SHEYAT !!! LOVE IT TO DEATH IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD !!! LIKE … it feels like ….GETTING INTO CLEAN SHEETS ON A HOT SUMMERS NIGHT THAT ARENT ALL HOT AND GROSS FROM SITTING AROUND ON YOU BED ALL DAY !

IT FEELS LIKE…SLOSHING PAINT ALL OVER YOUR WALLS BECAUSE YOU JUST DONT CARE !

IT FEELS LIKE COOL SAND UNDER HOT SAND ON THE BEACH AFTER YOUR FEET GOT BURNED !

FEELS LIKE jello on your tongue

WHAT !!?!?!?!?! what does it all mean !?!?!!?!

WHO THE HEEL KNOWS AND WHO THE HEEL CARES ?!

i got way to tied up in comparing myself to others… i never used to … and i need to stop because its killing me … the only way to do that is to isolate myself from other people and their so called “successful creative works” because the success i want will only come to me if i stay true to myself i dont want other peoples success i want my own !

i also want world piece so im cutting it into 3/4’s but you can keep the half that relies on oil … i dont want to eat that part …tastes nasty

piggle feet


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